In which I ramble muchly
Holy shit I haven't written in a while. Alright. Lessee. November.
Went to MIT Splash, met some awesome CTYers from LAN. That was fucking awesome. Took Randall Munroe's class, now have his autograph posted above my bed. Pretty much two days of CTY again. I don't remember much else about November. Oh wait I got a pretty awesome Splash! shirt. Hm.
December. School's school, as always. Started talking to an old friend again, re-realized how amazing she was. Shit. Attraction is bad news for me. Met up with her and some other old friends for New Year's, watched Avatar (which was pretty rad) and played wild ping-pong. Also, I have a hat now!
January. Well, it's just started, hasn't it? School's starting again in a few days. Shit. There was a lot of stuff I didn't do. Shit. Regrets already? Fuck. I don't regret not doing things I should have, I regret not doing more of things I shouldn't have.
On-topic ramblings to the title. I'm spoiled and selfish and everything terrible, and I don't fucking do anything about it. Yeah, when I think about it, I berate myself for not being more grateful, but I'm not. I never am. I take everything I have for granted. Shit. There are people out there who deserve more. I deserve much less than I get. How do I fix this? Shit. I don't know.
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